Why Failure Excites Me

- I'm so all-in entrepreneur I prefer the pain. I love the climb. To me the setback is exciting. I love when something goes wrong. It's where I shine the most. But that's not for everybody. Right? I mean it could be very difficult and when you start affecting your life and your loved ones and all the other things it can get real nasty. To me, the way I handle things even in the few rare days when I really struggle, I take a real step back and make pretend that somebody called me and told me that my mother or daughter were killed. and I know that's very dark. And I apologize but it's really what I do. I literally am able to at my deepest most struggling moment within business, take a step back and remind myself that I could make a drillion dollars tomorrow on Bitcoin and if something bad happened to the people I love the most that it would mean nothing. And it very consistently re-wires me very quickly. I just put business in perspective. At the end of the day, it's money, for me, its not really money, it's my legacy so I get hurt by it a little bit more. I put it in perspective. It's money. And you know what? Up until I had a daughter, even while I was married, up until when I had Misha four years ago I secretly wanted to lose all my money. I had this weird, twisted dark fantasy of losing everything just to rise again like a phoenix and remind you mother fuckers. (laughter)